Hang on, just hang on for a minute, I've got something to say. I'm not asking you to move on or forget it, but these are better days. To be wrong all along and admit it, is not amazing grace. But, to be loved like a song you remember....even when you've changed.
Tell me. Did I go on a tangent? Did I lie through my teeth? Did I cause you to stumble on your feet? Did I bring shame on my family? Did it show when I was weak? Whatever you've seen....that wasn't me.
When you're lost, you will toss every lucky coin you'll ever trust. And...you'll hide from your god like he ever turns his back on us. Then you'll fall all the way to the bottom and land on your own knife.....and you'll learn who you are even if it doesn't take your life.
But, I want you to know that you'll never be alone. I want to believe. Did I make myself a blessing to everyone I meet? When you fall, I will get you on your feet. Did I spend time with my family? Did it show when I was weak? When that's what you see....that will be me.
So many questions. Only time will reveal the answers.
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